happy birthday

Happy birthday to my husband!

his four day birthday celebration..

Out to lunch for his birthday,

Jaxon got to come with!

his chocolate covered strawberries and grapes :)

opening my gifts to him

:)

When he got home and saw the sign he said to me

"Thanks for the embarrassing sign" lol

out to dinner with Kellen's parents and his brother Brandon

Kellen's new shoes

We made him get on the saddle at Texas road house.. not his favorite thing lol

after dinner we got to Kellen's parents to see that we have a flat tire..

Stephen came and helped

The cousin date!!

Jeremy & Liana pose #1

#2

dinner at Biaggi's..YUM :)

this cousin date was sooo much fun. After Biaggi's we went and played night games.

It is still so much fun even when you are older!

then...
we went and played rock band at our house.

pretending Kellen was singing to me hahahaha

Jeremy & Liana pose #1

#2

at boondocks about to go on the go-karts!

trying to keep Kellen busy and away from the house..

so we went and got him his basketball thing!

his surprise birthday party and cake :)

It was sooooo yummy!

his surprise party

Kellen & Austin being "gangster"?

hanging out by the fire with everyone.

Collette & Austin played their guitar and sang.

It was a fun and late night :)

singing happy birthday to Kellen at Sunday dinner

Kellen and I both had so much fun on his birthday weekend. I kept telling him it was his birthday weekend and he just kept saying birthday's are only one day.

I made up for the crappy birthday last year, I had to work late everyday and didn't get to spend much time with him.. but this year! geez we had so much fun!

How will I ever come up with things for the years to come?

I used all my ideas this year! lol

Emotional Melissa

My bff and Kellen's bff
hahahaha I miss Josh's humor!

I miss their crazy personalities!

I miss the noisy house!

shopping for my wedding dress

gorgeous Abi!

Pretending to be Jeremy & Lana

The Vorwaller girls

My amazing sister! My wedding wouldn't have been the way it was with out her help!

I love her!
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The past two days I have been SOOO emotional.

Every time I look at my sisters blog and see pics of her, Josh and my nieces (Abi & Ava) I just start crying.

I cried last night while watching a movie. I hear a song that reminds me of them and I just can't help but cry like a baby.

I talk to my sister every day, and I am not even kidding when I say EVERY single day!

but talking on the phone is not the same.

I am very greatful that Kellen and I can rent out my parents basement so we can save money for all 12 of those kids I want... but I would rather live in a bedroom and let my sister and her family have the basement so I could see them every day!

People probably think my family is CRAZY by how much we cry every time they leave... but we are all attached to eath other. We love each other maybe too much.

I count down the days till they come to see us.. and it has been once a month except the month of September, but its not enough. They grow too much and I feel like I miss so much of their life!

I know that they are happy and I am so happy for them.. I just wish we could all be happy 4 hours closer!

Sunday!

This Sunday we had dinner with my family.
We try to have every other Sunday with our families but since Kellen's parents went to St. George we had two in a row with my family!
We had dinner, which was very yummy! Everyone except my sister and her family was there :(
Then we watched a bit of dances with wolfes.. which is a great movie!

Ryan and Melissa had to leave before we decided to go on a walk so we went and got Travis's dog Roxy and went on a family walk, picking up Jeremy and Liana on the way!
It was SOOO windy and crazy to look up in the sky. There was a huge fire so there was smoke everywhere!!! The moon even looked weird.
Me being the person I am made everyone take a picture so I could put it on my blog so my nieces could see!
We miss them :(
they are coming to visit in 17 days and I can NOT wait!!

Kellen and I with my parents :) They are so funny! They came on the walk but my dad had his shirt pocket full of M&M's lol

The kids on the walk.. and Roxy lol

Kellen and I walking to church earlier that day.

This Sunday was just a great Sunday day! :)

I love Sunday's because Sunday means family all day long!! :)

My full time job..

Jaxon is my full time job.

I get him Monday-Friday all day long :)

He is so cute and so much fun to have.

I miss him on the weekends, his smiles just make

my day!

The best laugh and his hand is blurry lol

He is still so tiny!

He loves to just
look at me!

and has a good sad face :(

all my brothers love to play with him when they come over.
He has even made Travis ready for kids lol

Kellen LOVES to come home from work and play with Jaxon!

It is like Jaxon is our own baby but we get a full nights rest lol

I love my job! I get to make this boy happy all day.

He is only two months but is ready to sit up, he will be walking in no time lol