Hadley turns 3

 The last picture of my baby as a 2 year old 

 hahaha she sleeps so crazy. 

 We did a candy theme birthday party because this girl will do ANYTHING for candy or sweets of any kind. She was SO excited to pick out all the candy for her party with me. Grandma Trina made her cake and did an awesome job. She even added donuts which Hadley absolutely LOVES.

  because we were doing a candy theme birthday party I did not plan for a pinata. The day before we celebrated her birthday she was talking to me about how excited she was for the pinata at her birthday party.. rush to the store we went!!! Good thing we did because it was the hit at the party again.

She was so sweet to give everyone hugs for the sweet gifts they brought and for coming to her party. She even thanked Abi and Ava for helping set up her party. just the way she said party was so cute I loved hearing her say it over and over.

 Hadley was also lucky that on her birthday day it was dance day yay!! She wanted to take donuts for her friends and couldn't wait to eat one the second she got home.

 The only other thing she wanted for her birthday was her ears pierced. She was pretty nervous about the guy just because she is always more nervous around men. She cried more with the first ear but was way good for the second. I was not ready to get earrings but she wanted them so bad and loves them so much. She still loves to show them off to people.

We came home that night and sang Happy birthday to our baby girl and let her eat a cup cake. Candy makes this girls entire day! 

We love our Hadders and couldn't imagine our life without her. She is hilarious, stubborn, determined and loving. She says I love you so often and loves to give kisses (when its her idea) She loves gymnastics- her favorite part is the bars. She still loves dance and can't wait for dance class each week. She loves nursery especially now that Grandpa Randy is one of her teachers. She can't wait to be the big sister and I can't wait to watch her step into that role :) 

Kohen turns 4

 The last picture of my 3 year old!! 

 Kohen was introduced to paw patrol by his Grandma Trina and has been in love with it ever since. He was SO excited to have a paw patrol party and invite some of his friends and school friends.

 yes, we didn't have plates.. just dog bowls to eat out of haha 

I was actually really nervous to have a friend party with him being so young but he was so excited to have his friends come play and everything be paw patrol. The hit of the party was the pinata. no surprise there. Grandma Trina was also so sweet to make Kohen's birthday cake that he thought was so cool being a huge dog bone. We celebrated the next day (sunday) with family. He loved running wild with cousins and eating more cake!
I can not believe I have a four year old. We are hoping this year brings a happier, better behaved Kohen. He is so smart. He loves to learn but has hit a stubborn spot and is just wanting to review things he knows which we are ok with. He is ready to read but has no interest. He knows how to trick us parents now and is dang good at it. He is obsessed with playing monster and hide and seek. He has the most contagious laugh and the cutest smile. We love him more and more every day and know we are so beyond blessed he is in our family.

baby makes 3

 Kellen and I had decided we wanted to start trying for another baby. We knew there was a possibility that it could take longer or we would have to get extra help because of my colon being removed. We tried for 13 months before going to the fertility doc we saw before we had Kohen and Hadley. We started the week after talking to him with the intentions of doing IUI. ^^ picture above is the box of shots and hormones for me to give myself!!!

 When I went in for an ultrasound to see how many follicles we had after the shots, etc.. we had 7! (I wasn't even on the amount of hormones as normal woman who does IUI, I was on less!!!) With having Kohen so early and knowing that we didn't want multiples because of the high risk of premature birth the doctor said there is no way he would continue with IUI for me. He knew we would get multiples because of how many follicles were mature. We moved on to IVF knowing we would only transfer one egg that hopefully wouldn't split! This is a picture of me Kellen took when he came to pick me up after they retrieved the eggs. November 4th

 Transfer day!! This is November 9th.. the day they transfered our embryo into me!!

 The day we found out from the blood test and urine test that we are expecting another Robbins babe!!

My 5 week baby bump picture. It is kinda weird that two weeks after placing the embryo into my uterus that I was 5 weeks pregnant. This pregnancy has been the longest pregnancy already. I had to give myself progestrone shots for 10 weeks and they made me miserably sick. I tried to convince my doctor to let me stop but because of IVF I had to continue. Once I was done with them I was feeling like my other two pregnancies which was better than this. FOR SURE.

My kids are SO excited. We may have told them I was expecting too soon because they were so excited and Kohen kept telling people before we were ready. Kohen now thinks its a boy and Hadley will only talk about it being a girl. I asked her if she will be ok if it is a boy, she started cry and said she will fight with it if its a boy. Hadley is also convinced she has a baby in her belly as well. She is always saying if she eats too much her baby will get a tummy ache, or if Kohen hits her she says he hurt her baby. It is so funny!

We are due July 28th but the doctor will only let me go to 37 weeks tops because of the pressure that will be on my j-pouch the bigger the baby gets.